Both the Old
Testament Lesson and the Gospel Lesson appointed for today are vocation
narratives. Now, what is a vocation narrative? Well, a
vocation narrative is a fairly detailed account of God’s call to
someone . . . to become who they truly are; . . . it is an account of
God’s sacred call to someone to become not what they fancy
themselves to be . . . but to become who God
created them to be. Holy Scripture is
full
of vocation narratives. Holy Scripture is full of vocation
narratives and has taken great pains to record them . . . in order to
help us understand how God
calls
all of us to become who we truly are. . . . Holy Scripture takes
great pains to tell us about sacred vocations . . . in order that we
each might stand some chance of making a faithful response to God . . .
and come to eternal felicity.
And so, today we come upon Gideon inside an empty
wine press “beating out wheat”, the text says. . . .
In other words, Gideon is separating the kernels of wheat from the
chaff while keeping out of sight of the occupational army of the
Midianites, who would
take
the wheat from him to feed their own troops, if they knew he had
any. . . . So, we come upon Gideon inside this stone pit, hitting
stalks of wheat with a shovel and then throwing the grains into the air
so that the wind can carry away the chaff but (from a
distance
at least) the Midianites can’t see what he’s doing. .
. . And an angel of the Lord shows up and peers over the edge of the
pit and tells Gideon that the Lord is with him. And Gideon pauses
in his work, sweat streaming down his face; . . . Gideon pauses in his
work to look up at the angel (but not knowing he’s
talking
to an angel) and Gideon says, “So, if the Lord is with me, why am
I in this pit hiding from the Midianites?” And the angel
says, “Well, do something about it.” And Gideon says,
“I’m the least influential son of an insignificant
clan. It’s highly unlikely I can put together an army big
enough to do more than raise dust.” . . . And the angel
says, “Didn’t I say that the Lord is with
you?” And Gideon says, “Oh yeah, prove
it.” And the angel says, “Where are your
manners? First be hospitable to me.” . . . So Gideon
prepares some food for the angel . . . and he brings it to the angel
and sets it on a rock . . . and the angel touches it with his staff . .
. and the rock
bursts into
flame!” . . . And Gideon realizes that it’s an angel
of the Lord to whom he’s been so rude and treated so gruffly, and
Gideon says, “I’m a dead man!” . . . But the
Lord God speaks to Gideon’s heart and says,
“Peace.” And from that moment on; from the moment he
should have died but didn’t . . . from the moment God gave him
life
… out of sheer joy and absolute loyalty Gideon serves no one
else but the One True God, . . . and he becomes a judge over all the
tribes of Israel and establishes freedom and justice and peace during
his lifetime in that Holy Land.
The
second
vocation narrative we’ve heard today is that of the fellow we
call Saint Peter (and also his brother Andrew and his business partners
James and John). Simon (which is Peter’s
real
name) . . . Simon is washing his fishing nets when he hears his name
called. He looks up and sees Jesus sitting in his boat. And
Jesus asks Simon to take him out into the water so everyone in the
crowd on the shore can hear him. . . . Well, Simon knows Jesus
(Jesus had stayed at Simon’s house some weeks ago); . . . Simon
knows Jesus and he likes Him, so Simon calls his brother Andrew and the
two of them row Jesus out a little ways and settle themselves in the
boat . . . with the warm sun on them, . . . and while Jesus teaches . .
. Simon and Andrew fall asleep. The next thing Simon is aware of
is that Jesus is asking him to row out farther and catch some fish for
the crowd on shore. Simon says, “Well, the fish don’t
seem to be running. We were out all night and didn’t take a
thing; . . . besides, the sun’s up. The fish are too
deep. But,” Simon adds, “we’ll give it a
try.” . . . And Simon winks at Andrew, wordlessly sharing a
private joke about the ignorance of landsmen, and they let down their
nets . . . and they can’t bring them in again(!) . . .
there’s this
huge
haul of fish in the nets. So, with a lot of whistling and
hollering, Simon catches the attention of James and John on
shore, who row out to give Simon and Andrew a hand. . . .
And standing knee deep in fish, . . . Simon looks up at Jesus . . . and
realizes that this is a profoundly holy man he has been treating so
arrogantly . . . and Simon is ashamed; Simon is ashamed and afraid,
because he has become a profane man; . . . a profane man who treats
even a
good man with
profanity. . . . And Jesus says, “Do not be afraid; your
life shall be different now. I will make you a fisher of
men.” . . . And when Simon and Andrew and James and John
got to shore, Holy Scripture tells us, . . . they left absolutely
everything and became, first disciples, and then holy men themselves; . . . they became apostles: . . . Fathers of the Church.
Now, those two vocation narratives, even though
they’re separated from one another by about two thousand years, .
. . those two vocation narratives (the call of Gideon to be a judge and
the call of Simon to be an apostle) . . . those two call narratives
have at least three things in common. First, God is greeted with
resistance. Gideon and Simon are
both consumed
with their carnal concerns. Gideon has to get the wheat processed
before a Midianite patrol comes along and sees him, . . . and Simon is
dog tired from working all night with no income to show for it, and
he’s got to get his gear ready to go out again tonight wondering
why the fish are eluding him and where to try the next time. . .
. Gideon and Simon are
consumed
with their carnal concerns . . . so that Gideon is gruff with
God’s angel . . . and Simon pays no attention at all to the
wonderful things Jesus has to say about the Fatherhood of God and how
the ineffable Presence of His kingdom gives balance to our lives and
makes them sacred; . . . Simon, instead, falls asleep at his
oars. Gideon and Simon are
resistant to God’s call.
The second thing that most calls seem to have in
common is that God doesn’t appear to become anxious and upset at
our resistance. He doesn’t threaten us or rant and rave; .
. . God simply gets our attention
another way. Gideon’s angel causes a rock to burst into flame; . . . Simon’s angel simply gives him a
profound quantity of fish. Gideon and Simon are both, in some way, called
out of themselves by God. . . . And that’s the point. The
miracle isn’t important. It’s simply the thing God uses to get our attention; . . . to call us
out of ourselves . . . and into Him.
When God calls us out of ourselves . . . the third
of the things which commonly happen . . . is fear. . . . When
your mind and heart and soul are no longer
numb with all the things you must worry about and all the things you think
you
must do to make them better; . . . when you realize your true situation
of personal powerlessness . . . that you are creature and not Creator,
. . . there is fear. . . . And it is a most dangerous and
precarious moment, . . . because, in the face of fear, you can choose
to run away. You can go back
into yourself and withdraw from God. In the face of godly fear it is possible for someone to become even
more
preoccupied with their carnal concerns and the need for practical
solutions to keep themselves safe. . . . In the face of godly
fear it is possible for someone to withdraw from God; . . . it is
possible for someone to become even more profane than when God first
called them. . . . But if you are a person of courage; . . . if
you will refuse to flee from godly fear, . . . now God has your
attention. . . . Now you can hear your vocation. . . .
“Peace,” says the Lord God Who loves you. . . .
“Do not be afraid,” says the One Who created you in His
sacred Image. . . . And if you can accept peace from your God --
the Peace which passes all understanding; . . . if you can allow your
God to keep you from fleeing into the security of yourself; . . . into
the security of carnal concerns; . . . once you put your entire trust
in God’s grace and love, . . . then the
real miracle will happen. . . . You will begin to become truly yourself!
Holy Scripture takes great pains to tell us about
sacred vocations. Today you have heard two of them. But the
thing to appreciate is that Gideon’s vocation and Simon’s
(along with that of Andrew and James and John); . . . Gideon’s
vocation and Simon’s are
your story writ
large. Holy Scripture preserves them for us so that you can make sense of those moments when God is calling
you,
. . . those moments when God peeks over the edge of your life and calls
you valiant; … when God wakes you from a sound sleep and asks
you to do something you might think silly; . . . Holy Scripture
preserves the calls of Gideon and of Simon . . . so that you can make
sense of the moments when God is calling
you to a more faithful and sacred life.