The general subject of the Old Testament Lesson and the Gospel
appointed for today is “appetite.” The
specific appetite
which is the theme of these two readings is that of thirst. .
. . Now, appetites are good things. They were invented by God
to keep us alive. . . . You get up in the morning, not having
had anything to eat or drink for a lot of hours, . . . and just before
you run out of all the sugar necessary to keep your brain and, hence,
your heart and other important muscles working . . . your appetite
kicks in and inspires you to go hunting for a bowl of cereal or a slice
of toast. And with breakfast under your belt you feel alive
and have energy to face the day. . . . And all the other
appetites have a similar function; including thirst, which keeps you
from turning to dust before lunchtime.
Trouble is, you see, . . . we human
creatures, tainted as we are by the Original Sin; . . . tainted as we
are by an unwarranted knowledge of
superfluous
good and superfluous evil; . . . we human creatures not only understand
the
good
of God’s system of appetites, . . . but we understand the
evils which threaten it as well. . . . And so, we
know that we can
faint without food; . . . we
know
that we can die without water. And
knowing the evils
that beset us, . . . we anticipate our needs. We make plans
to satisfy our appetites before they happen. And if we
can’t make provision for our appetites, . . . we become
anxious; . . . and when we become anxious, . . . we become distrustful
and mean-spirited.
And that’s what happened at
Rephidim. All the people of Israel, newly freed from slavery
in Egypt, . . . all the people of Israel arrive at Rephidim, . . . look
around, . . . see no water, . . . and they become anxious.
They become anxious, and their anxiety makes them
mean-spirited. They say to Moses,
Give us water to drink. . . . Why did you
bring us up out of
Egypt, to kill us and our children and our cattle with thirst?
Now, . . . when all this takes place, it’s only been about
two months since leaving Egypt. And you remember how that
went: the invisible and silent Angel of Death passed through
all the land of Egypt killing all the first-born that were in that
land, but passing over the houses of the Israelites who were protected
by the blood of the paschal lamb. . . . And the pharaoh was
so utterly shaken by the great slaughter that he
commanded Moses to
remove the Hebrew people from the land. . . . But the pharaoh
repented of his leniency and sent an army after Moses and his people to
kill them all. And there the children of Israel
were: the Red Sea in front of them and a vicious army coming
up behind. But the Lord God told Moses to
strike the Red Sea
waters with his staff, . . . and he does, and the sea parts so that all
the Israelites can run across to the other side. And the
Egyptian army follows them. But as the last little old lady
comes wheezing up the bank with her skirts gathered about her, Moses
strikes the
waters again . . . and the Egyptians become fish
food. … It’s only been
two months since
God has
twice
delivered the children of Israel from death with
miraculous and astonishing grace, . . . and here are the people
accusing Moses and God of conspiring against them; . . . of being
insensitive to their needs(!); . . . because they see no water, they
become anxious. . . . They see no water with which to satisfy
their thirst when it shall come, . . . and they become anxious and
mean-spirited; . . . they see no water and, like Eve, mistrust God . .
. so that they become resentful and faithless.
Remembering this helps us understand
what the Gospel Lesson is getting at. . . . Jesus is all by
Himself at Jacob’s well (the same Jacob we also know as
Israel); … Jesus is all by Himself when a daughter of Jacob,
who is a Samaritan, and (by the illogical interactions of religion,
politics, and culture which prevail in the Middle East) a Samaritan
woman is anathema to someone who is Jewish, even though
they’re
both
children of Jacob; . . . Jesus is all by Himself
at Jacob’s well when a Samaritan woman comes to draw water
from the well. And, being thirsty, Jesus asks her for a
drink. And she gives Him a cup of water. And as
He’s drinking, the woman is staring at Him . . . until she
can contain herself no longer and says, “How is it that
mister purer-than-me isn’t afraid of being defiled by my
Samaritan cup when he’s thirsty enough?”
. . . And Jesus says, “You don’t have to mistrust
me. I won’t treat you with contempt. I
will be as kind to you as you have been to me. If you wish
it, I will give you
living
water!” . . . And, by
stages, we discover that Jesus has asked for water from a very unhappy
and anxious woman. Widowed at an early age, the prospect of
being on her own so terrified the Samaritan woman that she accepted the
first offer of masculine “protection” that came her
way . . . and has, since then, become entangled in a series of arid,
servile relationships. . . . And, like her ancestors at
Rephidim, seeing no hope . . . she mistrusts God, . . . Who is, at any
rate, a very distant God, full of squabbles and contradictory
statements. … But Jesus repeats His offer to the
woman; . . . He says “I
shall
give [you living
water].” . . . Just as God preserved the lives of
the children of Israel with water from the Rock which Moses struck at
Rephidim, . . . so Jesus, the Rock upon Whom you may build your
spiritual home so that the floods of unspeakable sorrow and evil will
not cause it to fall; Jesus, the chief cornerstone upon Whom shall be
built the new Jerusalem; . . . so Jesus, the Rock, shall be
struck with
a spear on Good Friday so that blood and water shall pour forth from
His side to give the world life everlasting. . . . Jesus
shall
give us living water.
“
But,”
Jesus says, .
. . “you cannot have hope; . . . you cannot have the good
things God desires to give you; . . . you cannot have living water
until you surrender your spirit to God:
the hour is coming, and
now is, [Jesus says]; . . . the hour is coming,
and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit
and in truth, for such the Father seeks to worship Him. God
is spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.
You may have the thirst, but you must depend upon God to supply the
water; you may have the appetite, but it is God who sustains your life.
Nothing changed for the forbears of the
Samaritan woman when they encountered this truth about God at
Rephidim. . . . Psalm 95 suggests that they were too anxious
for themselves to worship in spirit and truth; . . . they were too
anxious for themselves to bow down and bend the knee and kneel before
the Lord their Maker in utter self-surrender. . . . But it is
different for the Samaritan woman. Something comes to life in
her because of her conversation with Jesus. She is less
self-absorbed and more solicitous of the thirst of her
neighbors. . . . And so, leaving her jar at the well, she
rushes off to tell
everyone, “Come, see a man who may be the
Christ!”
. . . Do you remember the conversation
Jesus had with Nicodemus last Sunday? . . . Nicodemus desires
to
apprehend the Kingdom of God; Nicodemus desires to understand the
Kingdom of God well enough to approach it; . . . and what does Jesus
tell him he must do to have what his heart desires? . . .
What does Jesus say? . . . That Nicodemus must be
born again
by water and the Holy Spirit! . . . And that very same thing
happens to the Samaritan woman. The Lord Jesus
names the sin;
. . . the Lord Jesus names her dependency upon carnal relationships; .
. . Jesus names the disordered affections which chain the Samaritan
woman to unhappiness, . . . and her life is different; . . . her
anxious appetites no longer govern her life, but, instead, she is
before God as a newborn daughter; . . . she is before God utterly given
over to depending upon His grace . . . and nothing else. It
is such a joyful experience to be unfettered from her anxious appetites
. . . that she runs off to encourage everyone to drink from the well of
grace that is Jesus.
May God satisfy your appetites this Lent
by giving you the grace of self-surrender. May God slake your
thirst with the living water of His Spirit . . . so that you might be
an unanxious presence in the world; . . . so that by your word and the
Word of Christ . . . all the people around you might be refreshed as
well.