The Gospel appointed for today starts in the
middle of Saint
Mark’s account of one of the missionary journeys of
Jesus. It begins by saying that
when evening had come, [Jesus] said to [the
disciples], “Let
us go across to the other side.” . . .
For several hours
prior
to the arrival of evening . . . Jesus has been
telling parables to a very large crowd of people gathered on the shore
of the Sea of Galilee; . . . Jesus has been telling parables while
seated in a boat a little way
out
from the shore. . . . And
the parables that Jesus has been telling the crowd have been
planting
parables. You heard a few of them last Sunday. . .
. Jesus has been telling the crowd that the Kingdom of Heaven is
something which God Himself causes to grow up within us by means of the
precious little seeds of His Incarnate Word. . . . You
don’t have to do a
thing
to get to Heaven, Jesus says; . . .
Heaven is as if a sower went out to sow . . . or as if a man should
scatter seeds on the ground; . . . Heaven is like a grain of mustard, .
. . it is growing up in you and flourishing this very minute.
. . . Now, a
careless
soul, listening to these seed parables, . . .
might get it into her head that the Kingdom of Heaven is magical; . . .
might get it into his head that Heaven doesn’t require
anyone’s cooperation in order for everyone to benefit from
its Presence. . . . So, as a
remedy for that
kind of thinking
. . . Saint Mark tells us what happened on the very evening Jesus had
preached these things.
Jesus proposes to His disciples that
they cross to the other side of the Sea of Galilee. And so,
they all set out in the boat Jesus has occupied all day; . . . but on
the
way a
great wind storm arises which
roils
the sea, creating
huge
waves; . . . the wind storm creates huge waves which threaten to swamp
the boat by filling it with water. So, here are all the
disciples shouting at one another: some are yelling for
everyone to keep the oar stroke so as to maintain headway, and other
disciples are yelling at one another to begin bailing out the water
that’s pouring in over the sides . . . when someone looks up
and sees
Jesus
. . .
asleep
(exhausted, no doubt, from a full day of
teaching in the hot sun); . . . someone looks up to see Jesus
asleep in
the stern of the boat as if it were becalmed. And so, these
disciples, who have just been listening to the gracious words of Jesus;
. . . these disciples gracelessly and roughly wake Him and shout at Him
as if He were some lazy rogue who’s left them with all the
work of trying to survive the storm, saying “do you not
care
if we perish!” Indeed, someone roughly sticks a
bucket into Christ’s hands as if to say,
“We’re in this together, better start
bailing.” . . . But being roused from sleep, Jesus
does the last thing anyone expects. He rebukes the
wind; . .
. Jesus doesn’t say to His disciples, “How
dare you
speak to me like that!”; . . . He rebukes the
wind, instead .
. . and stills the sea with a command. . . . And then, while
still rubbing the sleep from His eyes, Jesus asks His disciples, who
had just been so gruff and short-tempered with Him, . . . Jesus asks,
“Why are you afraid?” Jesus calls the
panic and anger and resentment of His friends exactly what it
is: fear; . . . He asks, “Why are you
afraid?” . . . and then He asks, “Have you no faith
to keep your fear at bay?”
The disciples have just spent the entire
afternoon listening to the beautiful and hopeful and tender Truth about
God’s reign and God’s presence. They have
just heard from the mouth of God’s Son all about the great
and invisible and almighty glory and mercy and love with which their
precious heavenly Father surrounds them and is bringing to grow to its
fullness in them, . . . and the first crisis that comes up . . .
everyone panics and literally, as the expression goes, “loses
it”; . . . the disciples lose what the Son of God has come to
give them. . . . Fear comes naturally to us, . . . but if we
allow fear to take
control
of our lives, . . . then what God
desires to
give
us is trampled down by the self-interest of Original
Sin.
We
hear
of our ancestral fear which
blinds us to God’s Presence in the ancient Book of
Job. Job, the innocent sufferer, cries out to God begging to
know
why
he, who has faithfully kept the Commandments of God; why
he,
who has done no wrong; committed no sin . . . why
he should suffer so
much loss and end up living on an ash heap while dogs come up to him
and lick the sores on his body. … So, God tells
Job what Jesus tells His disciples: . . . that
Job’s sight is too clouded and his vision too narrow, . . .
because it assumes that all the intricacy of creation is not a mystery,
but is centered on
one
thing(!); that one thing being what
Job
thinks
is important . . . at the moment; what
I
want . . . what
I
think is
good for me and will give me joy . . . at this moment. But
the Lord God Almighty declares to Job and to all of us that this
magnificent sphere, which is our home; . . . this magnificent Earth was
not created lightly. It is a precious and happy thing which
caused the morning stars to sing at its creation and evoked joy among
all the heavenly host. Therefore, the Lord God does not
lightly regard suffering within the joyous sphere of His conceiving, .
. . but when He permits it to afflict the innocent, it is neither
arbitrary nor frivolous; . . . when God permits suffering within the
sphere of His Creation, . . . it serves an eternal and ineffable
purpose . . . which only fear and contempt for God can keep us from
honoring.
This is what astonishes Jesus in the
boat. That having heard the very Word of God just moments
ago, . . . at the first challenge life offers after that . . . the
disciples so quickly revert to fear and contempt. . . . Saint
Mark mentions this, in his Gospel, because it can happen to us as
well. After singing God’s praise and pouring our
hearts out to Him in prayer and receiving the Sacrament of His
perpetual Presence into our hands and upon our lips, . . . it can
happen that as soon as we go from here . . . the
first time one of
us
doesn’t get our way . . . we become fearful and think and
speak and act faithlessly. . . . But those are the moments,
Saint Mark tells us; . . . those moments when things don’t go
your way so that you launch yourself into self-pity and anger or
contempt or cruel speaking; . . . those are the moments you must
remember Christ’s question to His disciples, . . .
“Why are you afraid?” Jesus
doesn’t ask why we are
angry
or offended or unkind; . . . He
asks us what fear has
driven
us to self-pity and bad behavior . . . and
what have we done with the faith that overcomes our fear. . .
. Because, you see, it really should be
different for us,
Saint Paul
says; . . . Saint Paul says that
the love of Christ
[should control] us . . . [not our fear, but] the
love of Christ
[should control] us . . . [so] that those who live might
live no longer for themselves but for him who for their sake died and
was raised.
I have told you this before, and I want
you to remember it. The scientists will say that you belong
to the species
homo
sapiens. But they are wrong.
You are
Homo Christus!
For
if any one is in Christ [Saint Paul writes]; . . . if
any one is in
Christ, he is a new creation; the old has passed away, behold, the new
has come.
You are not a human being; you are a
Christian Being,
for you have
renounced the authority of the world, . . . you have renounced the
authority of your own flesh, . . . and you have renounced the authority
of the devil to have any say in your life; . . . you have, instead,
given yourself over to follow Christ Jesus as your Lord and Saviour in
Whom you put your
entire
trust and love. Fear and contempt
for God have no place in your life. They are as alien to you
as antennae or horns. Have nothing to do with them.
. . . You are citizens of the Kingdom of Heaven; it is growing up in
you at this very moment; at this very moment you are host to a
multitude of angels. Indeed, in just a little while . . . you
will come to the Altar and become the throne upon which the Lord Jesus
Himself will sit . . . giving you every cause to obey the counsel of
the One hundred twenty-third Psalm which I called to your attention
last Sunday; . . . the part where it says,
As the eyes of servants look to the hand of their masters, and the eyes
of a maid to the hand of her mistress, So our eyes look to the Lord our
God.
You have every cause to live that way -- with your eyes continually and
fearlessly looking to the Lord your God; . . . you have every cause to
live that way because the Lord your God abides in your little boat
forever, and even the wind and the sea obey Him.